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Wednesday, February 01, 2006

The last couple of days have been interesting. I became a parent to 5 kids, I married two men, I'm cheating on them with another man, I watched a documentary on Ron Jeremy, I watched porn while eating chicken... And amazingly enough, I got all my homework done too.

I think I'm in a very odd place right now. And I'm sure it's one I've never been at. I'm not sad, or depressed, or feeling even slightly bad... But at the same time, I'm not really happy, or excited, or jumping for joy. I just am. It's like the show, "Dead like me" the girl doesn't really care about life, nothing really makes her happy, and then she's killed with a flying toilet......... Wait.. Maybe not so much like that.

I think I'm enjoying this part of life right now. Maybe that's a step in the happy direction... I've had many many times where the drama feels likes its going to take over everything I can control, and there is other times where there is so little conflicting I become paranoid on when the luck is going to run out. Right now, nothing is happening either way. I guess the saying is true, "Don't worry, be happy."


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